Tuesday, March 28, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you
Is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
After so long of mengidam-ness, i've tried Ben and Jerry's CHUNKY MONKEY!!! Ooooohmygod. It was the most wonderful food ever in the whole universe. Banana ice cream with chocolate chunks and walnuts. Ooooohmy ohhmy. Share it with my GOBLER cousin , we eat it in front of the Downtown East swimming pool. I NOE!!! ROMANTIC RITE!! Hahaha. Ooooooyesssss. And within ten minutes, we have finish it. :) Nice. And we manage to ignore the mat2-hanyut-who-act-like-some-big-ppl. Want to act like big people, but failed to do so. Cos they went around the swimming pool and kick each other's cock. Yah. So lame, i noe.
Also, i managed to read finish Harry Potter and The Half blooded prince. As usual, Rowling have never failed to make the book even more interesting. As i have suspected right from the first book(and movie), Professor Snape is the bad one all this while. URGH! Jackass.
Hmmmmm. Wat else? Ooouh! Also! I bought a very nice disney princess foolscap paper. Aladdin and Princess Jasmine my favouriteeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! *screams right in ur face* *slaps tigh*
Ouh and i passed all my exam paper if you dont know yet. Heee. Classroom management which i get F for my assignment, ternyata i have done quite well done in my exam paper which have pull the whole module grade up to C. I am very happy about that. :)
I've got a prince aladdin boy now. I'm a confirm princess jasmine now. Wats all this disney theories suppose to mean? Heeeee.
And tomorrow is my fIrst day volunteer work at my old kindergarten place. WISH ME THE BESTIES.
Till then butt-ies, CYA!
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Red sea's here. And im terribly extra sensitive. Cried for every single thing. Get touched so easily. Cried when the Singapore's table tennis team got their gold award. Cried for the elimination of the mother daughter-team in the Amazing race, when im not even supporting them. Cried everytime when the teams hugged each other upon reaching the pitstop.
Ahahah. It is so irritating. Im going to be out of tears by the age of twenty.
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I am growing so fat and EXTRAOH chubby nowsadays.
Im like all the way at home gorging food. Unhealthy food. Unrecommended food from the Healthy Pyrammid.
Well, u cant bloody blame me!! I spend 48 hours at home, (well not really but nehmind), no work to do. Well, NO SHOP wants to hire me, u see. So i end up gorging food, felt sick, want to throw up but cant, so end up sleeping, wake up, watch tv, sleep, play games(hahaha!), read library books, sleep. HOW INTRESTING YAR.
Blame it all to the sucky shops in Singapore for not wanting to hire me. Im so sick and tired of all dis putting-up-the-friendliest-face-and-say-okey-we'll-call-you-later.. FCUK OFF LAR!!! Hypocrite!!! Dasar prensek!!
Yesterday was the best one. Went to Desa Kartika. Read in the newspaper and they say they've got some walk in interview yesterday, so i went, early in the morning. Well, not really early, reach there at aroung 12 plus. So i saw one of the staff and said to him, "Hi, i saw in the newspaper theres an interview here?" Bloody hell he is so blurr and stare at me for at least 2 sec and went in the restraunt. After a while he came out, tear a piece of paper and hand it to me. He mumbled something. I was like, "Huh? Tulis ape?" "Write ur name," Ok, i followed his instructions. Then i looked up to him, didnt know what to do next. "Your age," Okey, i write it down, AND looked up at him again. "Your contact number.." He widened his eyes, gave me this face, like trying to tell me, "LIKE DUH, ur contact number", making me feel very stupid. EH BLOODY HELL DONT GIVE ME THAT KINDA LOOK LAH OKEY! HOW AM I BLOODY HELL TO KNOW WHAT TO WRITE. YOU BLOODY HELL DIDNT TELL ME CLEARLY FROM THE START.
Then after that he mumbled, its not clear but i know its something like, "My boss will call you later..." Something like that, i think.
He loooked bloody blurr and sleepy. And no passion and interest to work. And they bloody need a new staff to work there. But no..... they never call me, as expected.
Oh wells. Whatever. May their shop be forever unpopular, no one will want to go and eat there. May all the pests and creepy crawlers fill their kitchen and become the main article at every newspapers.
I promised to myself that i will study very hard and if in the future, i get to be any manager, i will be very racist and bias too. Racist doesnt necessary mean 'i will just choose my Malay people'. But instead the other way round. I will choose all the indians and chinese applicants. I dont bloody care. I mean, i really hate it. I've went to two malay restraunts- Bali Thai and Desa Kartika, which ACCORDING TO THEM IN THE NEWSPAPERS, THEY NEED WORKERS. But just look what happen to me.
Oh whateverrr.
After that depressing experience yet again, i decided to gorge some fast food so i went to the BK with my cousin. Then, we do a little bit of shopping for her mum. YES, heard me right, A LITTLE BIT OF SHOPPING. Hah. No money what. Cant do much shopping. Life is so miserable without money. Walking around the very empty town with everyone still at work and kids still at their first day of school... penniless. How wonderful. So we decided to go home anyway, cos i tot the longer we mingle around there, the more tempted we are to steal stuff. HAHAHA! Isyk isyk.
So we went home, take some voucher that i have got and went off to Giant to get some snack to accompany us while watching movie at my place later on. We got some Ben and Jerry(I CANT FIND MY CHUNKY MONKEY!!), Lays Sour and Cream, Roller Coasters, Banana milk and some other fattening-chocolate biscuits. Reached home, we pop some popcorns and make our own caramel. It turn out to be super sticky- bitter sweet popcorns. Ahaha. Cool. I was just about to on My Best Friend's wedding, when my cousin got a call from her brother that she have to go home in like 5 minutes time? HAHAH! So dissapointingly sad.
And so i have all the snacks for myself. Yes. Heard me right.
So if you thought you saw me on the roadside, but you thought you got the wrong person cos that izzah is too fat and chubby to be this izzah, THINK ABOUT IT. You've got the right person so holler me!
=_="
Being lame is natural and its part and parcel of life and what you've got to face when you are too bored at home. So yar, till then. Daaaaaa!
super kawaii :D
Sunday, March 19, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Wokeyyy as promised, im back here to explain my previous entry in a bit more detail. Gleeeness.
Im still in a very dazyy dizzy mood. Soooo yuppp, yesterday we went to the Escape theme park. Me, Bliyana, Chacha and Eda. FOR FOUR DOLLARS. yah, i noe!! cheap rite!! We had sooo much fun lar. Chacha is so scared, she usually never want to go to any theme park, but ytd, because of us, she went to please us. AWWWNESSSeS. During the rides, we spotted her bursting into tears. hahaha!! so touching lar. But at the end of the day, she managed to overcome her fear. She can open up her eyes during the viking ride. (=
Oh ya. I break my slippers even before stepping in the theme park. Hahaha! So sad rite! Heng, Eda is still in her house and we managed to get her to bring extra slippers along. Yes, they are still at their house when we've reached Pasir Ris mrt. "Late comers will not be entertain." ha-ha yaaa rie. At last the EAST people's late. After the whole trip to the escape, i managed to get a new pair of aladdin slippers!! Wheeee. Silver one. Hahaha. Ade hikmah di sebalik kejadian. Hahaha! Onli for dis one!!
Oh anyway! it was so fun. We had great time screaming our head off. In fact, im having a bad sore throat now. PainfulNESS.
Why not, we were screamiing for every rides, including the family coaster, which is meant for little kids. But even these gedik kids were 'scared'. Har har! But its so fun! People were like staring at us. When its done, me and Chacha were still giggling away, while trying to push up the safety buckle thing. We cant do it, then the guy came and say, "Ah, ah, aiyooo! Da takleh bukak! Camne, camne?" Hahaha. I bet he's abit pissed wif our screams just now. Ke ke ke. But overall, i had the hell of a great time at the Flippers ride. Its sooooo thrilling and exciting. Actuali ok lah, among the rest. We always kena stop halfway when we are at top! Haha if u noe wat i mean. Plus, one of the one in charge of that ride was soooo cute!! She reminds me of Mama's cousin, PAGAR!!! oh gosh. pagar. *drools* Haha! Chacha was like, "Cute ah die, ade pantat!" Den Yana was like, "Oi Cha, kau da ade la, die tgh tunggu kat tempat pancing sane!!" She, btw, is going wif her taufik boyfriend for fishing after dat. HAHAHAH! Funny lar. We took that ride three times because of that cute guy. Hahah! For the third time riding in it, we are quiet for quite a long time!! Its really something big that we can be quiet! Then i turned to them and say, "Eh we dont shout ah, till the end!" Ahaha! FAT hope! Right after i say that, im the first one to scream. Heeee. Oh ya! Den we went to the Wet and Wild. Me and Yana. During the ride, we agreed to smile to the camera, so that we can buy the photo later. So everytime we saw any camera, we put on our best smiles. In the end, after we are soaked and everything, we went in the shop and check out our photo, we were like. HAH? Its so not the pose that we want. Im putting my head down and Yana was giving a scared smile. hahaha. issit even a smile? Its a curved up lips. ahaha! Remind me of Professor Snape. Oh anyway!! We went in the haunted house!!! During the first time, we went in, freak out, went out, went in, freak out, and went out again, for at least 4 times. HAHA! Its so scary lar. I mean, not really, but i donno. Theres three ghost in there. All inside the mask are malay guys. Once we step inside, they throw a blooded hand to our direction. IT REMIND ME OF SAW!! Then they say A'kum to us and never stop repeating it until we answer them. I know they are wearing mask and just ordinary black cloth against their body, but im so scared! We went in, all hugged tightly against one another. Haha! Four peopple, become one. Suddenly i feel someone touch my neck and grap lightly my arms. I know its not chacha, cos both of her hands is so grip at my hips, and i know she would never do that to me, as she is also equally scared. Im so scared and brushed it away and shouted, "EH JANGAN PEGANG LA JANGAN PEGANG LAAAA!!" Hahah! Idiot guys. When we have reached the end at last, we were like complaining and complaining. Im sure that every guy would want to work at this haunted house. Rabe rabe rabe! Siak only. Then Eda asked me, "Eh just now why ah, everytime i scream, you scream also? You got see anything ah?" Den im like, "No. You?" "Nolah. I scream bcos i lemah semangat. Dats why i heran why you scream also.." Ahahahaha!! Lame ass. Oh oh!! Then we went and ride GO CART. Me and Chacha. She drive me. Yes, cute guys over there too. One of them look like the Peterpan's lead singer. :)! When AT LAST its our turn, and chacha went on driving, its so bumpy and stuff and its so scary for me!! I think im the only one who over reacted and scream for this ride. I was gripping so hard at the side of the car, only god knows how tight my grip was. Haha! Plus, Yana and Eda say Chacha was driving so slowly la actuali. And i thought she was driving so fast and were trying to kill me!!
OH! And then our second ride on the viking, we tried our best not to scream. And i found that its actually more exciting if we keep quiet during this ride! We can actually feel our lungs getting on top of our head. Its more scary that way! Hahah, glad i've tried not to scream!
We had so much fun. If only the others can also make it on that day, im sure its more fun. Haiz. Oh wells, people's busy yar.
Then later in the evening, i have to go to my grandma's place for some doa selamat. After eating and everything, people there were like SOUNDING me to wash the dishes as i never help out to prepare the food. So, okey la. Im fine with it. BUT WAT THE HEY! In the end i have to wash every single dish till the frying pan, big big periuk and everything!! Im quite pissed ah. Ok, fine, i know im a woman now and i have to help out, but heyy!! TAKE TURN LAA! Plus, they keep on sounding me when im still with the dishes. One of my baby cousins were looking at me doing the work, and here came my aunt and say, "He's amazed laa. He was saying to himself, Ey i never see this person doing work before!!" WAAAAAAALAOWEY! Okey. Issit suppose to be a joke? And here my mum, NEVERENDING keep on complaining about me. "Nevermind, let her do, let her learn. .." EH LIKE, HELLO!!! WHAT IS THERE MORE TO LEARN?? I BLOODY KNOW HOW TO WASH DISHES OKEY! Come on lah, im like her daughter, why, she want to let her own daughter loose face??!! When my cousin come and try to help me out, she went on again. "Ah, like that laaaaa! Talk can talk, must do work oso.... Dont like the other time, just stay in the room only!" Eh bloody hell. Shut up la.
PLUS!!! I DONT KNOW WHY THE HELL I WEAR MY WHITE PANTS THAT DAY!! ITS SOOO NOT WHITE RITE NOW! ARGH IDIOT! My darling pants. Herk. From my U.K's pay. :((
Im sooooo bloody moody. Then i saw Owen message me. At once, i cheered up a bit. But the msg was like 2 hours ago. I tell him im sorie for e late reply cos im busy washing those stupid dishes...yada yada yada..all the usual stuff, and thenn, THIS IS WAT I GET.
OWEN: so still busy?
IZUU: no la. tadi aje.
OWEN: ok, so later i think i'll buzz you. tapi tak janji..
IZUU: okeyy, nvm.. U studying issit.
OWEN: no lah, tgh slack, penat ah.
IZUU: penat? what u do e whole day? where u go?
OWEN: tak gi mane2... Penat tunggu reply awak.
IZUU: (oppps.) ala sorie la.
OWEN: silent--ness
IZUU: ok nehmind. if u r tired, no need to call me at all for today. U go sleep. K?
OWEN: K.
IZUU:!!!??!!!
Omg. Dats reali... '!!!!!!' Oh, JACKASS!
Ahah. Im so emotional. One minute i was like typing how much fun i had, then the other minute, everything sucky. Heeeeeee. Life is like a Cadbury's ride. Once u r on top, another moment u are down below.
Aha. Dotsss. Whatever, izzah.
Ehem. till then. Daaaa!
super kawaii :D
Saturday, March 18, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
My thoart hurts so much...due to e too-much-screaming.
My mind is still so dizzy, i donno where i am and i feel my body wandering all around...due to the rollercoaster rides.
My eyes hurts so much due to the want-to-cry-feeling-but-have-no-more-tears.
My heart hurts so much..due to the insensitive people around me who purposely/accidentally break my heart.
My spiritual self is really hurting soo much. And yes, bliyana, that feeling come again. The i-dont-wana-live-in-this-world-anymore-there-is-no-point-of-living feeling.
Its damn scary. I cant belive hows life when we are double our age, like when we are 32? Donno whether we can survive to that age.
I want to update type more on why i scream n all that. I want to, you noe. Yes, i want to. Haha. But the lazyness is too overwhelming. Maybe u can read bliyana guh, chacha kelacha, or eda kebeda's blog. Maybe they got write. But, FAT hope lar. So wait till e tmr's entry yar.
Daaa! Miss u all babios.
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
AH ALOO!!
ADA NGAK SIAPA2 YANG RINDU BANGET SAMA GUE?
Inodesian saying for: "Is there anyone ther who misses me??"
BAHAHAHAHAHEHE!
Anyway...
12 March 2006. Ijam's engagement.
The day everyone's waiting for. (ya meh? haha!) Preparation after preparation. Tidying after tidying. Cooking after cooking. Making after making. Meeting after meeting. Laughing after laughing. Preassure after pressure. AT LAST, the day have arrived. Everything went so well, i guess. But its quite short la.
Im so proud of my masterpiece!! My treasure chest!! Done by me!!! ok dah.Im so proud of my cousin to be the first one amoung the cousins(frm spore, not incl msia) to get engaged AND married, hopefully after 2 years. Im so proud that im going to get some pretty cousin in law for the two years two come.
Welcome to our BIG happy happy family, Emillia. And our this big family is going to grow even bigger and bigger for the years to come..
Yeah, welcome to the girls team, Emillia. X)Ok dats abt it. For more, go to e link of my album at e end of dis entry. Thank you. And now, i got some funny pictures to share. Hahaha.
Hahah! Look at me! excited for every single pictures. And the expression from my aunt when she see my excitement!!Hhaha dat they manage to snap dis funny shot.
Hahahha!! This picture is not taken tru mirror lei!! But it look like it rite!! HAHAHA!
Ok, wat is so funny about dis? I donno. HAHAHA! Lame ass. Pretty cousins: Nini, Lulul, Loli.
This one!! Hahah! The hand in front of my cousin wearing white's mouth is not her mouth, but mine, geddit? hahahah!! But it look so like hers rite!! For more pictures, CLICK HERE.Ok theres too much laughin in dis post. I better stop here.
Daaaa!
super kawaii :D
Im so proud of my masterpiece!! My treasure chest!! Done by me!!! ok dah.
Yeah, welcome to the girls team, Emillia. X)
Hahah! Look at me! excited for every single pictures. And the expression from my aunt when she see my excitement!!Hhaha dat they manage to snap dis funny shot.
Hahahha!! This picture is not taken tru mirror lei!! But it look like it rite!! HAHAHA!
Ok, wat is so funny about dis? I donno. HAHAHA! Lame ass. Pretty cousins: Nini, Lulul, Loli.
This one!! Hahah! The hand in front of my cousin wearing white's mouth is not her mouth, but mine, geddit? hahahah!! But it look so like hers rite!!
